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04-17-2008 21:42
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what it is to be 'depressed'.........
Depression makes me feel like I'm trapped in a tight box floating in the middle of the ocean. Inside there is little oxygen to breathe, it is dark, and I'm all alone.
I can't even motivate myself to go outside. With severe anxiety issues, it's difficult for me to accomplish many things. I want to be the best I can be in college. I know school is demanding. I know I'm supposed to stay until I get that degree. I know I have to have it to be a step above those who don't have it. But my concentration is lost and I can barely remember things to pass that damn test. I want to pass the time outside the house, but I feel that I should stay watching tv, going online, or just sleeping if I can. Often I believe that school isn't worth the trouble, and that no matter what, I can't compete with what life will offer once I graduate, and IF i graduate. Depression has also made me feel irritated...with school, my family, my friends....most importantly, myself........ Anyone out there who suffers this pain...isn't alone. Just remember that. Guest
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