03-19-2008 11:42

everything feels surreal

i became ill just after my mum left to go to america about 3-4 weeks ago i was left spaced out and frightened that it would never go away. i was off work for 3 weeks but have managed to push myself back to work now, becuase i went to the drs and he said that i had made myself ill and prescribed me lorazepam. I am now back at work but nothing feels quite the same anymore i feel as though everything is surreal (like im de-datched from life), has anyone else ever felt like this? and will it sibside?....i find that it gets worse at night.....the dr thinks anxiety?? but i would like to hear other peoples thoughts please im really scared and frustrated :(...there is no reason for me to be depressed i have a mint boyfriend, good job, good home.....i have thoughts about suicide but i have no desire to die i just feel as though it would be easier.

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