03-11-2008 06:41

Depression as a result of a life events

My depression started while i was at university. I left high school and had none of my friends were going to the same university as me-i felt so lonely. The 4 years of university was hell, i hated it and i felt like a failure at everything for example, if i answered a question wrong. I was in a relationship for 1 yr who treated me quite badly emotionally and cheated on me with his ex. As my religion prohibited dating, i was wracked with guilt as soon as it finished and fell into a deep dark hole and have been falling ever since. Im not working at the moment. I cant go to sleep properly, i cant wake up in the morning even if ive had 14hrs of sleep. I sometimes eat a lot. I have worrying and sad thoughts. I feel so lonely(family dont know about what happened). I get teary at certain tiems, im mainly angry or annoyed. I look back on the failures in my life. I find it hard to socialise with friends. Im very critical of myself and the list goes on. I think i need counselling that would help me a great deal. Goodlcuk to everyone. The writer of this article has done a fantastic job!

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