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03-09-2008 20:40
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Hellish nightmares
i fear everything in my life, i feel like i'm being eaten by this illness. every male role model in my life died, i do not know what it means to be a man,
i fear things going wrong, i fear getting into trouble even when i've done nothing wrong, i fear things, everything i fear going out i fear life, yet i don't want to die i want this hell to end i want a good life, i want to smile again, i want to make something of myself yet all i can see is the worst things happen, fear negativity are now my only friends i feel so alone, i feel sad so much of the time I WANT TO LIVE WITHOUT FEAR AND WITHOUT THIS DAMN HELL OF AN ILLNESS I JUST WANT CONTROL, I JUST WANT TO BE ME AGAIN Guest
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