02-07-2008 15:23

I Just Don't Know.

I don't know if i have depression but i have a fair few of those symptoms. Also, i read a diff article today and had 5 out of the 10 symptoms listed there. I am off school today because i woke up and just started bawling my eyes out because i didn't want to go. I finally stopped but then i saw myself in the mirror - my face was red from crying and i started bawling all over again. My mum told me to just stay home. I've been like this for about 2 weeks - minus the bawling. But i have cried a bit in the last 2 weeks and my dad and pop both had depression. Now i think my mum's got it but i just don't know. I don't want to have depression but it would give me an explanation for all this. I think i might have had it towards the end of school last year. I ended up having a month off school when they added up the days i'd been off (and that was only for half a year). Then the holidays came and all was good - mostly but then i started thinking about school the week before i started and all of a sudden, im sad again. I just din't know!

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