01-26-2008 01:10

Ow

I sleep 12+ hours a day, when I'm sad my head really hurts and it feels like it's going to explode. I headache would feel good right about now. I don't tell or let others see how I feel cause I don't want them to be bothered by me. I need a job so bad but I can barely bring myself to apply cause I know I'm going to fail. I've only gotten myself two interviews in almost a year. Thought about suicide for the past 7 or 8 years but I can't do it cause it would hurt others. Even have plans and everything. Oh well! For some reason it feels good to talk about this. I am too honest with people and I feel so guilty about lying that I can only say the truth or avoid the answer.

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