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01-08-2008 08:35
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Waste Of Space
I feel like such a waste of space. I honestly don't know how I still have a job, house, car and a husband? I just want to go into a hiding spot and stay there. I hardly did anything on the holidays I just stayed home and hid in my house. Somedays the only thing that keeps me going is my cats. Sounds stupid but they need me and I look forward to seeing them when I get home. I think I need them more than they need me. Sad when your cats are what keep you going but in this case it is true...makes me feel even more like a loser when I think about it. It is like I am covered in a huge sheet and I can see everyone but they can't see me. I want so much to have lot's of friends and a social life and laugh but I am always covered up by my own thoughts. All the negative stuff I can't get rid of keeps me from living.
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