01-05-2008 04:09

Living Dead

Depression to me feels numb. Its as if there really are no emotions there. You just feel like nothing. You look at the world around you and it suddenly looks like hell. The things that used to excite you or pleasure you no longer do. You have no motivation, no energy, no sense of who you are anymore. You start to question the world around you and even your own sanity because this all seems so bizarre and unreal. The world you were so familiar with is a stranger to you now. You have even become a stranger to yourself. Life has become to feel more like death. Things just seem so pointless because your thinking is so negative and the result to anythign is well we are all going to die oneday what is the point? Life loses all meaning. your body loses all feeling. and you lose yourself. in short depression is the loss of your world.

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