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10-03-2007 23:39
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I have dedicated my life to playing music for about 17 years now and have recently decided to give it up.It's been my dream for a long time.I felt unaccomplished so I quit.I'd been working on writing and recording songs for a long time with my best friend and he didn't seem to be motivated enough.I've went into debt to live this dream but it never seemed to get me any where.I decided that I wanted to go back to school instead and do something else with my life so I can have a career and a family.I also fell in love with an x girlfriend of my friends best friends.Me and my friend had been through everything together.We were best friends until now.The last thing my friend said to me was(I can't beleive your giving up on me and our dreams and that what I did to his friend was unforgivable and very low and to have a nice life and that we were no longer friends) I have health issues too and I don't feel like anyone can help me because of the price of health care and my debt.I've thought about suicide lately and it makes me think about how people would feel if I did.I'm terrified to die and I think about it alot.I don't want to feel depressed.
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