10-03-2007 02:12

How I feel.

At night when I wind down to attempt to sleep everything that I didn't do or need to do consumes my mind. I feel like I'm messing up horribley and there's nothing I can do to change it. I then start to cry and panic. I don't have much interested in anything. I've never had a "passion". I don't care about almost everything and I blow things off in attempts to not stress myself out. I get angry at myself for feeling this way, but I do nothing to try and change it. I can't get myself to sleep until the sun starts rising and If I have it my way I won't wake up till 4pm. I hardly pick at my food. I have no interest in going out with my friends. I mumble. I won't do something if it requires me to speak with someone I don't already know. Is this considered depressed

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