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05-04-2008 19:44
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One candle one breath..poof.
I am in a dark place holding my candlelight...I feel like blowing it out, feeling this is the furtherest I want to go with my life.
No one belongs to me and I belong to no one. I have 4 brothers, 3 sisters, a spouse, a father...I feel alone. I am loved by many but I am not loved by me. I have Lupus. I've tried to run from it, keep out of its reach but it always has me by the nape of my neck..pulling on me. Forcing me to change from full of life to a life unlived. I am a spirit toting a carcass, now Lupus wants my spirit. Guest
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